Too much to handle.

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So glad to be home. So very glad to be home and that the weekend is ahead. Ready to pick up and just go back.

Well, no, not really. I have to keep some sense of a humourous side though, or I'll go completely insane.

I've had a stressful week. The training at work is very dodgy, and I've had all types of stupid shit go wrong throughout the week. It seems to have started the same day I had the seizure I keep forgetting things I should remember; things I knew even back in Brisbane. I've been thrusted right into the work - I've even been appointed as a warden now, simply because I didn't object - and I'm being put on the phones without knowing what to do.

This was a four-day week. I got paid, and it wasn't as much as I was expecting. It wasn't close. It's enough, but it's making things feel a lot less worthwhile. Still better than the alternative was, yes, but it's making all of my options look pretty sluggish.

That's only the work side of things. I barely realised I'd gotten to my front door until I realised I was getting my key out of my pocket.

I'm sure it's only because I just got here. A lot of it is only a temporary thing, and I'm taking comfort in that. I need to buy a microwave and hopefully a desk and chair on the weekend, assuming I can get them delivered, and maybe I can get a new modem too. And hopefully that will actually fix my continuous dropouts.

Oh, and I forgot to mention TAR. Actually, I'd probably best not mention it.

Comments

[tangendentalism.livejournal.com]

Hang in there sweetheart. It will get better. I know you know this, but I felt the need to say it anyway.

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Thanks. It's still good to hear it.

[charliebrownau.livejournal.com]

Good luck , everything will be normal soon

Dont get a windows based internal modem, there ultra shite

Try to get a serial external modem , if youre going dialup
If youre going DSL , go for the billion external ethernet 4 port routers for 99 bucks retail off there website, they send air express the next day .. (www.pcrange.biz)

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I think I've got some kind of external winmodem. I've managed to keep it stable at 38.4. I almost forgot about DSL, I might look into my options for that now that I have a bit of cash to back me.