Trainer in training.

Tonight I have to do something that I never thought I'd ever have to do again. Homework.

I've actually had since last Thursday, and just like my schooling days, I've left it all to the last minute. I haven't even chosen a topic yet. I remembered to bring my notes home only because my supervisor got me to remind him that we're not going to be completely available on the floor tomorrow, which jogged my mental note I'd made earlier about putting said notes in my backpack.

I came home from dinner tired, comfortable in the fact that I could come home and just go to sleep as I pleased. Then I remembered I can't do that since I've got homework to do, a lot of it, in fact. I don't know how I held off this attitude for the years I was at school for.

I tend to favour whatever my body tells me it wants to do. If I want to rest, I lie down. If I need to go to the toilet, I go as soon as I can. If I'm hurting, I stop whatever I'm doing and relax. If I have a headache, I take a nap.

This is why I hate studying, this is why I'm glad I don't have to go to school anymore, and this is why I'm never doing tertiary education ever again. Funnily enough, I don't mind doing anything that I feel like is actually going to have some sort of obvious result. This doesn't qualify.

With this, I need to trust that it's going to help me. Or, failing that, find some other motivation.

Okay, now do "emo" for me.

For atlantica69's meme, she asked people to post myspace-esque photos of people looking emo. I took about ten photos and they all turned out dodgy, so I asked for advice from bubblebee, who had posted a couple before me which turned out surprisingly good.

[21:54:57] avatar: how do you look emo
[21:54:57] bubblebee: :((
[21:54:58] bubblebee: :((
[21:55:03] avatar: I'm trying to take one and I can't do it
[21:55:08] bubblebee: I don't smile, and I look away from the camera
[21:55:26] bubblebee: Maybe even pout
[21:55:33] bubblebee: Stick out the bottom lip
[21:55:39] avatar: HAHA thanks!
[21:55:41] avatar: it worked
[21:55:48] bubblebee: Cut off half of your face with the actual camera (not with scissors)
[21:55:49] avatar: how come you're so good at this
[21:55:50] bubblebee: Show me
[21:55:51] bubblebee: I dunno
[21:55:55] bubblebee: Because I am female

I can't believe it's two tubs of butter!

They were actually giving away butter (olive oil blend?) tonight at South Yarra station. They gave me two, and since I love free food, happily accepted both tubs.

But I don't even eat bread. What the hell am I going to do with two tubs of butter, that are going to be expiring on 26/4/06?