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You aren't affected by what is going on around you. Your journey is set and clear and presently full of positivity. Don't think you have to have a problem just because everyone else has one. Give yourself a gorgeous break.

Yesterday's horoscope. Wildly accurate, just like today, and every other day. My adaptability is both a blessing and a curse. Sometimes I think too hard and it feels like understanding less would be a whole lot more fun. And sometimes, I'm even lucky enough to get my wish.

Today was the first day I got to go home from work after gym since I switched to 9 to 5 shifts. I left the gym at twilight and everything everywhere looked amazing. It would have been nice if I'd taken photos that wouldn't do it any justice, but after my cardio-wracked workout, the only thing on my mind was getting home quickly so I could get to the lemonade stand before they closed at 7.

The best thing was that I got to see the fade to night 3 times: when I left the gym in the city, when I got to Richmond station overlooking the city, and when I was walking home. By that point, it was almost completely dark. Almost completely, because if you looked west, it was completely dark; if you looked east, you could definitely see there was still some patches of light left. It was completely dark by the time I got into my car to keep going, and I know this because I had to drive in the same direction I saw those patches of daylight.
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You will know exactly which buttons to push in order to achieve your aims. The planets indicate you will have little shame when it comes to feathering your nest and manipulating situations to your advantage.

After going through the hell that I put myself through at gym, it's occured to me that if I'm going to do what I want to do, I can't take it lying down anymore. I'm going to be stressed. I need to stress myself and I need to press on through it. Any more time lost is just delaying me, and I can't afford to keep doing that. I've been doing it for too long without realising it.

I found some very funky places in the same area I go past every damn day. I can't believe the little things that are around that surely nobody knows about. I don't know how this city manages to hide so many cool places in so many locations. And I haven't even seen much of it. Hell, I can't even find some of the places when I have rough directions, which is a bit rare for me.

I don't know, I don't get it. I don't know how I turned out to be the person I am. I don't always push myself, but I can if I really want to, and when I do, I tend to go as far as I can. It doesn't matter whether the results work out for the better or not. I just need to know I tried, and that I tried hard. Mentally, emotionally, or physically.

If my dad's tried to drill one thing into me, it's that I shouldn't do things that make my life harder when I could do the same thing, with help, much easier. He used the example of moving back in with them instead of moving out on my own, so it fell right through, but there was obviously some truth to it.

I just wish it could be easy. Of course, I'm fooling myself.

It's not impossible. I shouldn't make it so difficult.
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My horoscope for the day.

A sense of adventure sees you accepting challenges, stepping outside your comfort zone or shrugging off concerns. Whether you decide to embark on a new venture or set out on a journey of self-discovery, success is forecast.

Something strange happens when I get too stressed. Instead of getting angry and wanting to kill someone, my body will slowly start to shut itself down.

Things that can start becoming skewed range from what I can see and get a focus on, to my memory completely collapsing over something I should be intimately familiar with. This is a big problem for me, because the same thing happens just before I have a seizure.

Which effectively means I can look like I'm about to have a seizure even though I'm not, and even though I'm still taking tablets. When I'm not taking tablets, the same thing will happen if I'm under stress, except that I'm more likely to have that seizure since resisting the seizure means I need to be in control of my body.

This happened to me today at work. It wasn't epileptic, but my normal routine and my normal procedures were drastically skewed from what I'm used to, and it forced me to recheck everything I was doing, even though it felt like it was full of bad decisions.

Now, I'm pretty good - I can usually take a direction and sit back doing it even if I think it is a bad idea. But I like to go all the way with something I'm doing, not stop half way and do something else. What that means is that certain things will be ignored that really need to be followed or followed up on.

But one of the worst things you can say to me to stress me out is to tell me that I'm really less of something that I'm trying to be, or to become.

You know that when you've told someone that kind of thing, mistakes have been made.

Success is forecast, indeed.
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Mercury in your communication zone may trigger discussions with a partner or rekindle your social life. If you have been feeling left out or unloved, expect the wheel of fortune to suddenly turn in your favour.

Accurate as hell. The coincidences have been ridiculously apparent lately.
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I'm feeling abnormally active for a saturday morning after only 5 hours of sleep. It's a cold day, a rainy day, a day I want to actually do some serious cleaning, the music's playing and I'm feeling optimistic.

My starsign in yesterday's paper said I was apparently going to be negative, droopy and out of energy. I groaned inwardly, because I expected to be like that - against my will - over the weekend. But on the spot, I was pretty determined to stay postive and energetic and to get the ol' energy boost supplements out, and since I woke up feeling fine and regular, it's working. I haven't even had one of the energy drinks yet, and now I'm a bit loathe to!
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It's funny how you can try and be different and yet still conform so blindly without realising it.

Edit: This was my starsign today:
In an about-face from your usual philosophy, you may tend to see the glass half empty rather than half full. Unfortunately, your pessimism is likely to have a flow-on effect and the people around you will suffer.
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From http://alabe.com, from [livejournal.com profile] kellsies.
My timezone was probably not right in this one, I have to check that up.

Sun is in 05 Degrees Leo.
More than a bit of a showoff, you love to be the center of attention! But others do not usually mind because they tend to enjoy your genuine warmth and affection. Very spirited and willful, proud and self-important at times, you demand your own way. You are quite honest, however, and the respect of others is very important to you. You never compromise yourself and you pursue your goals with persistence and dedication. Your regal presence and demeanor draws you to positions of leadership and authority. But beware of being overly hardheaded, domineering, ostentatious or patronizing or you will lose the goodwill and admiration that you enjoy. Very theatrical, you live life on a grand scale wherever and whenever possible. Your strength and energy vitalizes those who come in contact with you.

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